Motavation

My dad and mom are helping set up an apt with another Neurologist in Pittsburgh. They have a friends wife from work that went to see him. She ended up having a tumor on her brain and he's the only one who found it. So maybe he can find out what's wrong with me. I know theirs allot going on. But maybe he can put some more light on the whole thing. I just want to get better. I have so much more to do in life. Then to just sit around doing nothing. It's so hard I'm used to running around doing so much. I love to just get up and start walking again. And start moving again without any ones help. I know it will happen again, I just so impatient. I've always been that way. I have always been independent. So this is definitely I big eye opener. I love doing things for anyone. It's so hard to just sit there and watch. It feels like I'm trapped in my own body. I can sit down and feel normal. Like everything is okay. Then I go to get up and reality hits me. oh well like I always say Life can definitely be so much worst. So I'm thankful for what I have. And I do have allot. In some ways I'm glad I'm going threw this and not my Husband or my kids cause I really don't want to see any of them go threw this ever. No one should have to go threw this. No one deserves this ILLNESS.